omg.

not again.

the silent treatment.

                                                         God, what have i done wrong this time.

F

i don't even know anymore.

i'm in all these shit, and i want to quit. i don't even like what i'm doing. i can't even get out of them. exhausted is all i feel, and i'm only like what, 16?

it's perpetual. i know people need to keep on going, and motivate themselves. i don't even have the strength to do that anymore. as ihave told myself many times before, i don't need to do all these, but too bad, what have i gotten myself into?

hard work doens't always pay off. one can't be smart for their whole life, or i should say, one can't only use their smartness to handle life. It's way more than that.

i want to live my life to the fullest so much; i love life so much, i don't want to waste any time of it.

but wtf. i. honestly. am. lost.

oh yeah. 

choices, choices, more choices.

i have never been good at decision-making, but in life, we just have to.

i wish someone can tell me which one I should take, or want to take. pathetic eh, i need someone to tell me what I want. i don't even know what i want sometimes. actaully, i do. it's just that i know some choices that i favour are not as "good" for me. well for my so called "career path"anyway. get what i mean?

i don't like the word "regret." but how do i know if it's the right one? or suppossedly the "right" one?

only time can tell.

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SICK FEST.

mann. may i ask who's NOT sick?

well those of you that are not, you will be soon. THAT is, if you don't be careful now.

uh. nice layout, katherine.

yeah thanks. i did it myself this time, that's why it sux. Just cause i have no talents in making those fancy web page stuff!

okay enough with that. my MY. what? i don't even know how these xanga tools works. new stuff?oh gee.

oh yeah my point of this entry is to well, update. I have to say, gr.10 isn't so bad. so far. it is getting better than it has started out.

(besides English that is. i just flunked my test.)

Religion-Sleghel. haha. b-o-r-i-n-g. i find it funny at times though. Whenever we talk, or attempt to talk, she'll just stare at us. LMAO and we always have awkward silence moments(but it's getting no longer awkward). I always try to pretend i'm working to avoid her questions and STARE.

Science-Zefkich. free time to talk and do whatever you want. oh, and we got "class pet", which are hamsters, which i don't want to talk about since they're so disgusting. *do you wana pet them?* NO THANKS, i'm glad to just keep my hands to myself.

English-Flaim. although i did really bad in the previous test, i am still grateful i got him.He is actually pretty funny, and no doubt, he IS a good teacher.

History-Polec. IT'S THE FUNNIEST CLASS EVER. (at least in this semester.) you HAVE to be IN his class to understand that kind of FUNNINESS.

okay i'm done. THANKSGIVING. thank GOD it's holiday.